seriously, I have much to tell... :)

09 September 2007

grown-ups stuff

What is Yvonne doing apart from having fun (on the surface)?


Looking for a job.

Looking for a new pad.

Looking at a new direction in life.


I don't like turning 22. I don't like doing adult stuff. I don't like to have to think like an adult. I don't like all these responsibilities. I don't like to worry. I don't like insecurities. I don't like uncertainties. I don't like thinking about what the future holds for me. I don't like making decisions. Each little step will affect my whole future.


But do I have a choice? No.


Thinking about it, I try to pacify myself by thinking that at least I have the chance to face all these things. At least I have a chance to choose. At least I can think for myself.


Right now, I just wish someone will just guide me and direct me. But I know I'll have to walk this path myself. Sigh. Why did I have to know that? Craps.

8 comments:

agung said...

welcome to my life.

Philip said...

Well Well~ look wat we have here~
Our little girl has grown up! Hey life is always miserable, its just see how u handle and pass thru all those "Distraction". ^^

yvonne lee said...

"nobody said it was easy... no one ever said it would be this hard..."

-coldplay-

Gary Chia said...

erm try wikipedia?

yvonne lee said...

erm... what talking you, gary?

agung said...

... at gary myself.

*sho* said...

lol! try looking at wikipedia for directions.. lol! gary gary (shakes head)

every once in a while, we'll come to this cross road and start to question ourselves. (and get mad at oursleves for being in such a spot) not too long ago i was caught in the same predicament myself.
breath, embrace every moment, try not to worry. you're never alone.

ps : happy 22nd, hun.. you'll love your decisions sooner or later

yvonne lee said...

thanks shobeee... :D